Stop It

That feeling that just washed over me, the one in my chest that fractures out like poison, that was the worst pain I ever experienced. I don’t think this is love anymore. I don’t think I could stand to be touched anymore. It used to be the most beautiful thing to be touched by you. […]

What No One Told Me (Until After the Fact)

The hardest things I’ve ever had to get over (and still get over) are the things no one really told me about. These things, these moments of hell on Earth, I was not prepared for because no one mentioned them to me until after the fact, or were just as lost as I am. These […]

What Means the Most

I love my cat, I love my dog. I love when we’re all at peace, receiving quiet. I like my ukulele, and I meditate while playing it. I love my partner; we are a team. I want the now to reflect my future’s hopes. I expect nothing. I have no spectacular feats. I am not […]

Is It Just Me?

In the South, have you ever noticed how many white GMC SUVs (or aesthetically similar cars) there are everywhere? Especially the ones with Razorback stickers on them and some specialized license plate, zipping down the freeway at 85+mph. The sight of these vehicles incite a violent, blinding rage with in me. Just today, I saw […]

When Things Are Fucky: An Open Letter to All

I’m kind of in a weird, neutral stasis. I’m inspecting everything, and in one hell of an information-gathering phase. The psychologist in me knows I must gather data, research, and more information from as many sources and situations as possible before I can decipher what’s next. So much is about to change, and it’s a […]

Wild Nights and My Age Reminded

Is it weird that I get more pissy when someone insults my best friend, the man I love, than when they *try* to insult me? Like I expect the attempts at insulting me (nothing unusual there, just shrug and move on), but I reach a new level of disgust when someone lashes out at him. […]

Catching Up on 30 Days of Pride Part Deux!

14. Tag your #InstaCrush. Share a picture of them! Always my music man. Alwaysalwaysalways. 15. Name a company that is a positive force in the LGBTQ+ community. Man there’s a lot coming up lately. Probably Starbucks though? Been pretty happy with them lately. 16. Name your best quality. Physically? I like my butt. And my […]